The end

Sigh!

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 7:47 AM

occupied

Currently i'm extremely busy with assignments, theatre, and college stuffs...
i will not update my blog frequently but do check on my fb ya?

keep in touch people :)

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 10:17 AM

Annual Dinner 09/10

bersama ajk seketeriat protokol

pengarah protokol dinner 09/10

Selepas beberapa bulan semua seketeriat dinner KDO membanting tulang siapkan semua kerja untuk dinner, akhirnya pada 8 Mac 2010, dinner tersebut berlangsung dari jam 8.30 malam di Dewan Canselor Tun Abdul Razak UKM dan dirasmikan oleh Naib Canselor. Tema dinner tahun ni ialah Bollywood. Sangat meriah. Dah mcm kat India plak tau. Boleh dikatakan 90% pakai baju ikut tema. Agak terkejut jugak lah sebab mase awal2 tema ni came up, semua mcm bantah. Tapi pada malam tu semua macam happy jer dgn style masing2. Ajk2 pon lagi lah seronok nak buat kerja.

As usual, seketeriat protokol dan program antara yang paling kelam kabut malam tu sebab ade masalah sikit, tapi alhamdulillah everything went well. Org2 back stage je yg taw betapa kelam kabutnye kat situ. But overall, dinner tahun ni sangat meriah. Terasa aura bollywood tu. Congratz to all the AJKs...especially yang seketeriat under farah. Thanks a lot!

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 8:30 AM

Hari Keluarga Kolej Dato' Onn, UKM

Marilah bersama-sama memeriahkan "HAKERA"

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 5:35 AM

Education Technology assignment; Bukit Bintang

Members: Joy, Luke, Qila, Hasif, Pian, Ku, Redza, Fik

Venue: Bukit Bintang

Date: 18 Feb 2010

Story Title: "Route"

Subject: Education Technology

As we have planned, our group will be doing the education technology assignment during the CNY holiday. So, here it comes the shooting day! It was freaking hot and we need to shoot under the hot sun. Everyone get involved in this short drama and even 1 of the teslians from UiTM joined us,which he is a friend of The Boys. Anyway the shooting went well. After work, we hang out around BB & pavi. It was a tiring day but pretty much happy though...~ hehe

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 4:53 AM

Surgery again..

i don't wanna say much on this post because i feel dizzy to see with only one eye..i had another eyelid surgery...this time it wasn't a cyst but it was only infection...well, the doctor cut it off and now i'm recovering...just a lil swelling on that part...but yet, the pain was pretty bad! i almost cried..huhh~sobs

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 5:49 AM

Kutipan derma

Dalam minggu ni, salah seorang student KDO (Rayn) kehilangan ayahnya yg kembali ke rahmatullah. Selang 2 hari lepas kematian ayah Rayn, berita sedih juga menimpa keluarga Wan Afzan (S/U Aspirasi KDO). Ibu Wan meninggal dunia akibat serangan jantung (if i'm not mistaken). I'm on the behalf of the KDO's people feel sorry to both of the family...

Untuk mengurangkan beban dan atas salam takziah dari kami warga KDO, saya (KP kebajikan aspirasi) dan Kak Tim ( JAKSA kebajikan) kumpulkan ahli-ahli kami untuk membuat kutipan derma untuk kedua-dua arwah. Alhamdulillah ramai yang menderma. Terima kasih kepada semua. Sedikit sebnyk derma ini dapat membantu kedua-dua keluarga. InsyaAllah.

Semoga roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg soleh..

AL-FATIHAH

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 12:59 AM

Sahabat~Siblings

Sahabat...hmm...dalam usia yang dah 20-an mesti la tau sahabat tu apa kan? Kadang-kadang kita terlalu gembira dgn sahabat-sahabat yang kita ada. Sampaikan, bila dah terlalu akrab dah jd mcm 'siblings' pulak. Kemana sahaja pasti bersama. Tapi, gembira ke mereka tuh? Tak semestinya mereka happy all the time kan? Dalam satu 'geng' tu mesti akan wujud perselisihan faham, walaupun sedikit. Selagi seseorang tu bukan darah daging kita, mesti akan timbul masalah jugak. Pelik jugak bila tgk best friends yang bergaduh. Is that consider best friends kalau boleh gaduh? Sebab tu la org kata, kalau nak berkawan tu, jgn la terlalu baik dan terlalu nakal.

Hmm,i'm saying all this sebab i think ade 1 group of friends ni mcm ade masalah. They used to be together but now no longer together. Mereka still ckp dgn each other tapi tak seakrab dulu. Mungkin mereka fikir org tak perasan dgn perubahan tu, tapi saya perasan. Especially bila 1 of them cerita masalahnye pada saya. Tak nak lah masuk campur hal mereka ni kan cuma agak terkilan la tgk cara mereka sekarang. Sorang mcm ni, sorang mcm tu. Kalau betol2 kawan dan sahabat baik,benda2 mcm ni tak sepatutnye berlaku. Masing-masing dah matang kan, fikirlah mcm adult. Jgn lah ikutkan hati sgt.

Hopefully they will solve their problems soon. InsyaAllah.

p/s: tiba-tiba rindu sangat kat my best friend Sarah. Rindu nak hug awak gemok!hehe

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 10:55 AM

Single but not available!

Girls usually love to hear when they are admired by many guys and they sort of to be called "hot" and they just feel happy to know that someone likes them but actually they don't. I mean, they don't like those guys who like them but they just loves to have secret admires.

But to me, i rather not to know that someone likes me or confess to me about his feelings because i can't handle that situation. Seriously, i'm not into any guys right now but i do have my planning for future. I appreciate the people that care about me, loves me, but sorry to say, i'm not ready into any relationship and whatever feelings you have towards me, please don't tell me. I don't wanna hurt anyone, that's the purpose i'm doing this post.

Btw, i'm not a Lesbo okay? I said i'm not into any guy it doesnt mean I'm a Lesbo right?? I'm a normal girl but yet my past still a wound that have not fully recovered. I'm not saying this just for YOU, but also you, and you~ i really really hope u guys could understand my situation and please don't 'push' me. The more u push, the more i feel annoyed. Please don't be offended by this post. We can be friends like we always do. Future to come, if we are meant to be together, for god sake, i would definitely accept that.

I'm happy with my life of being single and i just wanna be single till i get my degree. Its very kind of you if you could understand my situation right now. Thank you very much~fuhhhh =)

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 2:48 AM

PRK UKM

buang undi di peti ini ;)

Sorry again kerana lambat update blog psl PRK ni. Fara mmg busy sgt the whole week. Tak sempat nak upload pictures. But anyway, jd one of the jentera sgt mencabar sebenarnya tapi dpt belajar bnyk benda. Fara sebagai KP Kebajikan Aspirasi KDO, obviously jaga kebajikan ahli lar kan? bunyi mcm tak susah mane, tapi seriously memenatkan. Jaga bilik gerakan sampai subuh. Nasib baik yang lain ade untuk tlg jaga bilik tu gak. Mase time pilhan raya tu fara jadi wakil tempat mengundi, and then petang tu jd wakil tempat mengira undi. Frankly, mase sblum join aspirasi ni, mmg tak tau lgsg psl PRK dan undi2 ni semua. Then bila dah pergi kursus sane sini baru lah tau mcm mane PRK ni sebenarnya. Agak mencabar. 1 week before hari mengudi masing-masing dah start busy.

Fara nye tugas kebanyakannye sediakan makanan untuk jentera lain, lps tu kemas bilik gerakan. Alhamdulillah semua tak menyusahkan and we help each other sepanjang minggu tu. Btw, sorry la kalau sape-sape tak cukup makan or terasa hati dgn fara sepanjang minggu kempen dan pilihan raya. Nnt kita buat aktiviti untuk semua jentera yang terlibat dgn PRK seperti mane yang Abg Nassrul mentioned hari tu. Semoga kejayaan thn ni jd pembakar semangat untuk semua jentera dan calon pada tahun hadapan. InsyaAllah.

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 9:35 AM

Sang mantan

Dulu aku kau puja

dulu aku kau sayang

dulu aku sang juara

yang selalu engkau cinta

kini roda telah berputar

Kini aku kau hina

kini aku kau buang

jauh dari hidupmu

kini aku sengsara

roda memang telah berputar

Mana janji manismu

mencintaiku sampai mati

kini engkau pun pergi

saatku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan

Sakit teriris sepi

ketika cinta telah pergi

akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan

Mana janji manismu

setia sampai aku mati

kini engkau pun pergi

saatku jatuh dan sendiri

Mana janji manismu

mencintaiku sampai mati

kini engkau pun pergi

saatku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan

akulah sang mantan

mana janji-janjimu

NIDJI- sang mantan

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 9:13 AM

Kentucky?

I miss Kentucky!

very very much...

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 9:10 AM

Genting Highlands

There were 30 of the Teslianz went to Genting theme park on the 20th of january. i know itz kinda late to update,because i was occupied with the campus election for the whole week. Seriously,it was totally fun in genting with the other 30 of them unfortunately it was raining there and pretty cold but still we had a wonderful day trip to Genting. Thanks everyone!

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 8:46 AM

The LITTLE things

I received an email from my cousin (kak lin), basically that email wasn't for me but i like the point of the whole thing regarding little things that turn up to be something that possibly would ruined up our day...

As you might remember, the head of a company survived
9/11 because his son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was
His turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because her
Alarm clock didn't go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike
Because of an auto accident.

One of them
Missed his bus.

One spilled food on her clothes and had to take
Time to change.

One's
Car wouldn't start.

One couldn't
Get a taxi.

The one that struck me was the man
Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work but before
he got there, he developed a blister on his foot.

He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today...

Now when I am
Stuck in traffic,
Miss an elevator,
Turn back to answer a ringing telephone...
All the little things that annoy me.
I think to myself,
This is exactly where
I'm meant to be
At this very moment...

Next time your morning seems to be
Going wrong,
The children are slow getting dressed,
You can't seem to find the car keys,
You hit every traffic light,
Don't get mad or frustrated;
It may be just that
Someone is watching over you...

May you continue to be blessed with all those annoying
little things and may you remember their possible purpose.

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 10:41 AM

What kind of species is this..?

Is this what we call the species of "marissa"...??

hahahahaha..

PEACE LUKE!~

p/s: only Dr.Jammie's tutorial group knows what is 'marissa'

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 10:09 AM

Renung-renungkanlah..hehe

Doa ini khas untuk mereka yang errrr...hmmm...faham-faham sendiri lar ye..??hehe

"Ya Tuhanku..Seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia milikku.. tercipta buatku..Dekatkan lah hatinya dengan hatiku..Tetapkan lah kemesraan antara kami..Agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi..Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih..Seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia bukan milikku..Bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku..Luput dari ingatan ku..Dan peliharalah aku dari kecewa..Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku... Biarkanlah yang hilang..Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah..Meskipun tidak sama dengan dirinya..Biar sekuat mana aku menyayanginya..Aku pohon agar Tuhanku..Melenyapkan perasaan ini.Sekiranya dia ditakdirkan bukan milikku..amin.."

~dipetik dari comment eyra gadis kepada bintang malam...

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 1:03 AM

Hungry, naked, homeless

Hungry not only for bread - but hungry for love.

Naked not only for clothing - but naked for human dignity and respect.

Homeless not only for want of a room of bricks - but homeless because of rejection.

-Henry Ward Beecher

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 11:29 PM

Kursus Pilihan Raya Kampus, Port Dickson

Program kat PD ni memang last minute. In fact, masa hari nak pergi tu baru tau yang program ni MOHE yang anjurkan and ade banyak Universiti yang involve. UKM hantar 14 orang sahaja.

11 Disember 2009; Sampai PD pukul 1.30 ptg. Agak lewat sebab driver bus tak tau Selesa Beach Resort kat mane. Sampai-sampai je kitarang di suruh makan. haha.. Lps mkn teros check in. Farah satu bilik dengan Kak Zureen & Ayu. Bilik kami x menghadap beach. Bosan sungguh! Ptg tu ade ice-breaking yang sangat2 interesting. Conducted by Abg Fir and Abg Naz. Malam tu plak ade LDK. We were divided into 4 groups and each group represents parti pilihan raya. My group; parti 1 Malaysia. Farah under Ajk Poster. Malam tu memang penat sangat sebab melukis n mewarna kain rentang and poster. Balik bilik kul 2pg.

12 Disember 2009; 7.30am gi breakfast and then kul 8am dah start first slot. Agak bosan la sebab ceramah jer dari pagi sampai tgh hari tapi ade few topics yang best. Suka dgr Kak Fizal and Kak Zarina punye talk. Thanks a lot to both of them. Lunch break kul 1.30 and 2.45 dah start another LDK. LDK ni kitarang continue dengan posters and macam2 lagi la. Petang plak kitarang ade aktiviti kat beach. Main baling2 telor, belon, n simbah air. Best tapi busuk! Semua org pandang kami. Dah mcm sakai semua bdk2 U ni..haha.. Malam continue dengan LDK. LDK mlm tu calon-calon bgtaw manifesto. Memang havoc sgt sbb penyokong masing2 bising je tp kelakar la tgk diarang lawan sesama sendiri. After that kitarang gi berkempen & gantung poster sampai lar kul 1.30 pagi.

13 Disember 2009; pagi tu sepatutnye ade riadah tapi fara terlewat bangun. So,kire halal je la kan.?haha..kul 7.45 kitarang turun breakfast then kul 8.20 dah start mengundi. Dlm kul 10 kitarang berkumpul balik untuk tahu keputusan pilihan raya olok2 ni... Lepas tu mcm ade taklimat sikit daripada En.Jamil. After that sesi fotografi and lunch. Pukul 2 kami gerak balik UKM.

p/s: thanks to all 1 malaysian's members for your commitment. Plesure to meet all of u.. Keep in touch

1 Malaysia, 1 Jalinan, 1 Matlamat

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 11:54 PM

Alumni Account Kmpk 2009

3 Disember 2009; menjejakkan kaki di KMPK. Seronok sgt sebab dah lame tak melawat KMPK. Tapi guard kat situ macam hampeh. Tak menerima tetamu dengan baik. Ish ish.. Masa hari tu tak ramai lg yang datang sebab on that day hanye AJK yang terlibat je. Yang lain datang hari jumaat. Datang-datang je gi kacau Pn.Rohaida kat tutorial and En.Azman kat lecture hall. Kami pon x banyak kerja masa 1st day kat KMPK. Meeting je and plan untuk aktiviti 3 hari untuk alumni & pelajar semasa. Farah handle hadiah. So, jumaat kena keluar beli barang untuk buat hamper.

4 Disember 2009; pagi tu semua bangun awl sebab ade meeting dgn seketeriat masing-masing kecuali farah and mira. Kami bangun lambat. Masuk meeting kul 11. hehe.. Tapi takde ape pon yang kena buat. Kami kena gi beli hadiah je hari jumaat tu. After sembahyang jumaat kami gerak ke Tesco Xtra Ipoh. Shopping sakan untuk hamper. Thanks to Alia, Deng and Alin sebab tolong beli,kira and tolak trolley. Malam tu plak, dh start ice-breaking. Kelakar malam tu sebab each group kena buat iklan sendiri. Farah faci group 10; iklan Lipton! TErbaekkkk lah!!

5 Disember 2009; ade few aktiviti untuk hari ni, tapi farah x join sebab busy balut hamper kat bilik JPP. Dari pagi sampai petang balut 13 hamper. Sangat penat. Nasib baik ramai yang tolong. Cuma sukaneka petang tu turun kejap. Best tgk diarang main. Malam pulak ade BBQ dengan lecturer. Lecturer yang datang Pn.Rohaida, Miss Sarina, En.Azman, En.Ahmad.

6 Disember 2009; pagi-pagi lepas subuh dah turun ke padang untuk buat treasure hunt. Farah jaga checkpoint yang paling bosan (stor basikal). Penat tunggu budak-budak tu nak datang checkpoint ni. lepas treasure hunt, ade University Talk kat lecture hall 1 tapi Farah tak join sebab dah penat sgt and nak pack barang untuk balik. Tu la aktiviti terakhir kami. Lepas check out, kami lepak kat Ipoh Parade kononnye nak main bowling, tapi tak jadi. Then En.Azman n Miss Sarina kata nak belanje KFC. Lepas tu, terus gi medan gopeng and balik KL.

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 11:06 PM

Past time

"You'll get over it...' To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not erased by anyone but death"

"This is enough. don't look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and don't be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come"

These phrases make me to think should i or should i not thinking about something that doesn't really matter now.

And it is worthless to think of it as it appeared when the matter has actually disappeared in my mind.

Strictly,i may forgive but i'll never forget...

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Posted by Farah Aqilah Zainudin at 8:27 AM